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    Saturday, October 29th, 2005
    7:38 pm
    First off...i'll start out by saying that this is yours truely...(well more Ashley's truely and only) Kirk......and i am here to tell you all that no ashley is not dead....she is a walking zombie. she went to the doctors today and discovers she has strep throat...which is being taken care of so she should be fine by tomorrow on....aaaannddd uhh...come see my xanga http://xanga.com/kirkmn4eva aand my screen name is Kirkmn4eva and ashleys is http://xanga.com/AsYouWish88 MySpace.com/Kirk'sgrl4eva
    Saturday, October 15th, 2005
    1:04 am
    If someone can tell me how to put pics in here I'll put a pic from HC and tell you about it.
    1:01 am
    yOuR pIcK !
    Blueberry or Blackberryblackberry
    Birthplace:Concord, New Hampshire
    American Eagle or Pac SunAE
    Paris Hilton or Nicole Richiedon't pay enought attention to either to know
    The OC or One Tree Hillwatched One Tree Hill more, but that was only like 3 shows
    Love or Laughterlove
    Bitch or Sluthmmmm... bitch sometimes
    Milky Way or Snickerssnickers
    Winter or Summercan't choose, love both
    Nails painted or Cleandepends on the event
    Smart or Dumbsmart, or so they tell me
    Dirty Blonde or Black Hairblack, but mine's dirty blondeish
    'Sickness' or 'Hottness'hottness
    Hugs or Kisseshugs from friends, both from Kirk
    Beach or Poolbeach
    Vogue or Cosmopolitanvogue?
    Pennsylvania or New York CityNew York City... BOARDWAY
    Dance Dance Dance or Sing Sing SingSing Sing Sing
    Skittles or M M'sskittles, can't have too many M&M's because of the caffine
    Gum or No GumGUM! DUH
    Neat Freak or Slobmix of both
    Usher or NellyBLAH!
    Ashlee or JessicaBLAH!
    Smile or Shineboth? please?
    Overloaded Glitter or None..HAHOVERLOADED GLITTER! YES!
    Ipods or MP3szenmini... no battery problems
    Black or Redblack
    Carnation or Hibiscusoooo both pretty
    Reading or No Readingreading, I read everything I can get my hands on
    Math or Literatureliterature
    Makeup- Yup or Nopenope, don't own any really
    Cursing or Swaringneither if I can help it
    Gym or MusicMusic! I LIVE FOR MUSIC (and Kirk)
    Adam Brody or Benjamin MakenzieKirk Leeuwrik... wait that's not a choice? than neither
    Concerts or Clubsconcert at a club
    Myspace or LiveJournalmeh... don't really care
    February or MarchFebruary
    Sun or ShadeSun
    Tan or PaleTan
    Gorgeous or Lovelyboth
    Sexy or Lovelysexy
    Love Life or Hate Lifedepends on who I'm with
    Urban Decay or Hard CandyHard Candy
    Wild or Crazywildly crazy
    Elegant or Classicboth is good
    Coke or Pepsican't have either
    Applebees or Friendlysno thank you
    Sweet or Soursweet
    Truckin or Rockinidk, idc
    Intelligent or Smartum intelligent and smart
    Pop or Punkpunk
    Lindsay Lohan or Hilary Duffewww
    Fake Uggs or Uggsuggs, not that I'll ever have any
    Energetic or Hyperenergectic
    Carbs or Sugarssugars
    Valentines Day or St. Patricks DayVALENTINES DAY! might be my favorite holliday
    Good or Badangelicly evil
    Green Day or Jimmy Eat WorldGreen Day
    I Love You or You Love MeYou love me, I love Kirk
    Favorite Hair Color:amber
    Short or Long:long
    Height:taller than me
    Style:theatre nerd, darkish
    Looks or Personality:people say I look good and that I'm "the sweetest thing ever"... sure, whatever they say
    Hot or Cuteboth, duh
    Drugs and Alcohol:EWWWWW!
    Muscular or Really Skinny:muscular
    RANDOMS
    Number of Regrets in the Past:really want to hear that list?
    What country do you want to Visit:Italy
    How do you want to Die:rather not think about it
    Been to the Mall Lately:um... last week
    Do you like Thunderstorms:NO! I hide durring thunderstorms
    Get along with your Parents:dad yes, mom no
    Health Freak:not exactly
    Do you think your Attractive:I don't think I'm attractive
    Believe in Yourself:yes
    Want to go to College:of course
    Do you Smoke:EW!
    Do you Drink:EW!
    Shower Daily:if you didn't that would be narsty
    Been in Love:have been and am now
    Do you Sing:all the time
    Want to get Married:duh
    Do you want Children:yeppers
    Have your future kids names planned out:not really
    Age you wanna lose your Virginity:after I'm married
    Hate anyone:hate is a strong word... yeah I do

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    Current Mood: blah
    Friday, September 30th, 2005
    10:33 pm
    KIRK'S HOMECOMING DANCE!
    Tomorrow is Kirk's homecoming dance! It's going to be so awsome. I'm borrowing a beautiful dress from Sarah Cain and fingernail polish that matches exactly! I hope everything goes better than we even think it will. He has some sort of suprize about tomorrow too, but I don't even have the slightest clue... hence it's a suprize. I'm going to bring a digital camer and take so many pictures, I'll put some in here so you guys can see my beautiful dress and how cute me and Kirk are together. I love him so much. I'll tell you how the dance was Sunday night.

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
    9:31 pm
    4 MONTHS!
    It didn't matter what happened today, it was still a great day. School, boring like always, but the fact that it's been 4 months as of today! WOOHOO! OMG! I love him sooooo much! It's soo weird, I first saw him when I was like 10 or 11 years old! Seriously we both remember seeing eachother at a TKD tournament in 2000 or 2001! We've both been to so many of the same tournaments. I think the first time I saw him, he stole my heart and it just took me about 5 years to find it and him again, and at that point I didn't want it back.
    OMG! A teacher recommended me for the International Exchange program for 2006 where I'd go to England, France, and Italy for 20 days! OMG! The question is, can I be without Kirk for 20 days?! AHHH! Shall tell the answer when I decide.

    Current Mood: excited
    Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
    9:49 pm
    So in geometry it's really boring seen as I learned this stuff in like 3rd grade, so I write poems too... here are a couple:

    Time lapses slower.
    The clock ticks
    One thousand seconds
    To a minute.

    Once in every minute
    My heart skips it's beat.
    It's like you're always with me,
    I feel your heart
    Skipping it's own beat.

    When I close my eyes I picture
    The future mear and far.
    I can see years
    Like I can see tomorrow.

    Together forever, for always.
    Until the end of time.
    Never to be parted
    Because our love is oh so true.
    Can not be dinined that I love you.
    -Ashley Elizabeth Kidder


    They won't accept
    How much I love you.
    They say you'll mess up
    And I let you go.
    But I will never,
    Can never even think
    Of letting you go.
    Unless it would
    Make you happier
    Then being with me.

    No matter what,
    Even though
    I know you never would.
    You could
    Yell and scream,
    Leave forever,
    Break my heart.
    I will
    Always and forever
    Be yours and love you.

    But you would never
    Even dream
    Of making me
    Shed one single tear.
    I know you'll
    Always be here
    For me to have
    A shoulder to cry on,
    And someone
    Who'll love me forever.
    -Ashley Elizabeth Kidder
    - 09/19/05

    tada... stupid geometry.
    Oh stupid Rhonda too! She dressed the same way I did to Homecoming dance, even though she knew what I was wearing therefore knew what Kirk was going to wear. She didn't even really match the person she "likes"! She talks to him online obseively and flirts with him in her weirdo way. She talks about him to me all the freaking time, even though that's my job but I'm trying not to be annoying. I swear, if she actually tries anything, I'm going to beat the hell outa her.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Monday, September 19th, 2005
    9:43 pm
    Hello people, yes it's actually me
    Well I know I personaly haven't been updating, but as you can tell Kirk has. CCHS is soooooooo boring, seriously I could sleep through most of my classes and still know exactly where they are because I got so far ahead at Hill. To bad they won't actually let me sleep.
    As you saw HC dance was Saturday night. It was interesting seen as CCHS is a slacker redneck school, I'm suprized it even came out as good as it did. I'm the lead in a 1 act play we're doing for competition, get out of school on Halloween to be in a play *happy dance*. There's a Concert Choir thing on Saturday.
    OMG! Wednesday will be 4 months with Kirk. Remember when I spazzed cuz we started going out. So hard to belive that was 4 months ago. YAY. KIRK I LOVE YOU!

    Current Mood: crazy
    Sunday, September 18th, 2005
    10:21 pm
    I LOVE ASHLEY (it's kirk again)
    I LOVE YOU ASHLEY SOOOOOOO MUCH i don't think a mind could fathom the words to say how much i love you...weeelllll saturday was homecoming which was very interesting and omg ashley's outfit toookkk my breath away....she looked sooo amazing...and guys...if you saw her...i can't blame for lookking...but just keep in mind that she is mine.....hehe.....anyways afterwards we watched a movie called dirty dancing...the original one oooo and i even wrote yet ANOTHER poem because...that's just what i do.. and it went something like this....

    Together they'd be...
    Through thick and through thin,
    Through fog and through rain,
    For better or worse,
    Forever and for always,
    They had promised.

    Through the eyes of a passerby,
    They were just two teens.
    Always thinkin' we're just a summer fling,
    But no one ever saw their wings.

    Never did anyone see a couple so perfect,
    That their jealousy would begin to erect.

    They knew from the start,
    That they held eachothers heart.
    So until the time they say "I do",
    Forever more, will their love stay true.
    ~Kirk

    Ashley...in time from now we'll be looking back on this and we'll say that we actually made it.
    I love you soo much.

    and now im going to put in one more poem because like i said....nothing will say exactly how much i love you....but this is the best way for me as an individual to TRY to express atleast a PIECE of what i wish i could express in a better way and more...

    When we're away,
    In my heart you'll stay.
    What you give me no one else can,
    I know this when your eyes meet mine and I take your hand.

    We go together like any two things that match.
    I can't wait 'till we bury the hatch.
    I told you time and again,
    That I love you to no end.

    Everything I do,
    You know that it's done for you.
    Just the way your hand fits mine,
    I feel like I'm walkin' on "Cloud nine."

    To me, your voice is like song,
    Nothing you do is ever wrong.
    I'm sure if we had our way,
    In eachothers arms we'd stay.

    Just a few more years,
    No need for anymore tears.
    We are never truely apart,
    But always together forever, in eachothers heart.
    ~Kirk

    you're my one and only....ALWAYS remember that...nothing you do will ever make me upset and i would never do anything that would make you feel that way either.

    I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH..
    Sunday, September 4th, 2005
    9:10 pm
    this is kirk
    This is Kirk...I am Ashley's husband and I am here to post a few poems so IM me online to tell me how you like them...my screen name is Kirkmn4eva so don't be shy to come make fun of me.

    Sitting in my room with nothing to do,
    Wishing I could be there where you are.
    Wanting to see your beautiful smile,
    And to hold your pretty hand.
    My love for you will never fade,
    Never be compromised,
    You're my world and dream come true.
    There's nothing I wouldn't do for you.
    At night I lay on my roof,
    Looking up at the stars,
    Wishing to each one that glows with hope.
    Picturing your face on the moon that illuminates the dark skies.
    A moment with you is a moment treasured.
    And I cherish you with my heart and soul.
    There's no place I'd rather be than at your side.
    I miss you when I can't be there where you are.
    ~Kirk (ME)

    Geez...What am I gonna do?
    All I can think about is you.
    I miss you so damn much,
    I miss your soft touch.
    Counting down days as they slowly pass by,
    These days are just too long to wait.
    I need to hear your sweet voice,
    I need to see your face.
    What I wouldn't do to be with you right now,
    What I wouldn't do just to see you smile.
    When we part,
    The only thing I look foward to,
    Is the next time I see you.
    ~Kirk (ME)

    Never forget,
    After every mistake you make,
    When you feel lost,
    Just know that after every breath you take,
    Everything will be ok,
    We'll make it day by day.

    Never forget,
    Through my eyes,
    You are flawless.
    Every night I pray, that our love never dies,
    But to think that it could, would be hopeless,
    'cause we know we'll be together forever.

    Until the time we say "I do."
    My love will always stay true.
    Time passes too fast when we're together,
    But too slow when we're apart.
    I love the feeling of your fingers through my hair,
    My love for you is not containable in JUST my heart.
    I Love You.
    ~Kirk

    Sweetie, you complete me,
    Like a hotdog in a bun,
    Like a boat in water.

    Sweetie you complete me,
    Like koolaid and sugar,
    Like a pencil to this paper.

    What would be a car with no wheels,
    Or a vendor with no deals?
    What would be a tree with no leaves,
    Or a teacher without pet peeves?

    Sweetie you complete me,
    Like macaroni and cheese,
    Like honey from the bees.

    So what would love be,
    Without a you.....and without a me?
    ~Kirk (ME)

    you could probably tell that these are now dedicated.....I love you Ashley.
    Saturday, August 27th, 2005
    10:17 pm
    because I have nothing better to do.
    OMG! Kirk is so sweet! He made me puppy at build-a-bear workshop, Rufus is soo cute. He's black and white with brown eyes and he looks so real! And Kirk got me a silver necklace with a little silver heart on it, and on one side of the heart he got "Love Forever Kirk" and on the other side it says "Love Always Ashley"! Isn't that sooooo sweet! I love him soo much, and not just because he gets me cool stuff.

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
    9:56 pm
    I'm back
    That was soooo boring. Got new clothes and some cool stuff, but we did NOTHING! OI! Vacation, I think have fun/ do cool stuf. Apparently vacation is, do nothing and sit around.
    But I'm back now. First day of Choir Workshop was fun. Lots of new people, they're all crazy... like me.
    YES! MY MOM SET IT UP SO I CAN ACTUALLY TALK TO KIRK THRU THE COMPUTER! *dances* YAY! and I'm going over to his house Friday... well as long as everything goes as planned. YAY!

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Monday, August 15th, 2005
    10:07 pm
    Maine, first full day
    I'm going to die. It is so incridibaly boring and I can't use my s/n or talk to Kirk for more than like 5 minutes on the phone. We have resorted to using email instead of instant messages! I sat around all day today, and I dislike watching TV for that long so I read and read and read! After Maine we're going to New Hampshire I hope it's not so boring there, but I can't wait to be back in VA!
    I miss everyone like mad. Later.

    Current Mood: bored
    Thursday, August 11th, 2005
    10:47 pm
    KIRK IS SOOOOOO SWEET!
    It was sooooo sweet! Last night I was at Kirk's house and it was like 9:45pm and I was so tired, even though I don't know why. Me and Kirk were sitting on the floor waiting for our parents to stop talking and he saw I was tired and was like 'sweetie, you can sleep'. He let me rest my head in his lap and covered me with his fave. hoodie! I slept for like an hour and he made sure nothing woke me up until I had to so I could leave! I love him soooo much. He is sooo sweet!
    Audition for Consert Choir at Clark County tomorrow. I'm so exited. FUN! YAY! It's at like 11am... oh well.
    TKD test Saturday, not really testing but whatever. Kirk's coming over after so we can spend the day together before I leave on vacation for a week. My mom is evil, she planned for us to get back on the 22nd. Me and Kirk's 3 month anniversary is the 21st! *cries* so sad.

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
    11:30 pm
    HAPPY!
    OMG OMG OMG! I'm going over to Kirk's tomorrow, ALL DAY! I'm getting there at like 10:30 am and staying till like 9 or 10 pm! *dances around* It'll be sooo much fun! We're just gunna hang at his house untill the pool opens, go swimming, do whatever we want till he has to go to work, I'll go to work with him, after work we go back to his house, and hang till my mom gets there! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!

    Current Mood: YAY!
    Monday, August 8th, 2005
    10:01 pm
    nothing to do
    lalalala. I have nothing to say and nothing to do.... I'm going to Maine and New Hampshire next week... OOOO I LOVE THIS SONG! "Brandy you're a fine girl, what a good wife you would be. Well your eyes could steal a sailor from the see". HEHEHE, if there was no radio I would die. *screams* I HATE STORMS!

    Current Mood: confused
    12:37 am
    My bestfriend moved
    Jackie, who is my best friend, the only person who fully understood me other than Kirk, isn't here anymore. She moved to Louisianna and I'm only going to see her like 3 times a year maybe. Can't think of anything else, I've been crying too much.

    Current Mood: crushed
    Thursday, August 4th, 2005
    10:43 pm
    Tomorrow is the last day! These past two days have been... intersting. Overnight (100ish campers spend nite at camp) was way too long with cousler's night as well. I sang, big suprize there, but my ears are sooo clogged with water that I couldn't hear what I was singing to... I was told I did a great job anyways. Dinner party after camp tomorrow and then I'm free! TTYL

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
    9:48 pm
    camp is ALMOST over
    Only 3 more days, but tomorrow and Thursday might as well be one day. Overnights are always crazy.
    OMG today one of my Chipmunks was jumping over a creek and you know in those cartoons when a kid falls in something their arms and legs go straight up and it's addorable, well that is EXACTLY what he did. He's sooo cute, but he cried 'cause he didn't want to be wet, that wasn't so cute.
    Went to a Mexican Wedding party on Saturday with Maria, that was interesting. It was the second party I've been to with her. Lalo is trying to teach me how to dance to Mexican music and it's HARD. He was at the last party too. All the guys kept asking if I was sure I had a boyfriend, I was just like "YES I AM POSITIVE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND! AND I LOVE HIM! NOW GO AWAY IF YOU'RE GOING TO KEEP ASKING ME THAT!" hehehe, I learned the spanish words for boyfriend and girlfriend and 'go away'.
    I'll update probably like next week seen as I don't get on this computer a lot and I can't update on my laptop. L8ER!

    Current Mood: exhausted
    Monday, July 25th, 2005
    9:46 pm
    Ok, so it's been a LONG time *mutters under breath*. My stupid laptop is having MAJOR issues and I can't do anything but IM people and send emails. grrr...
    Camp has been... interesting for lack of better terms. Getting payed is always good. Started with riding *twitch* so hot and smelly! Next Sports, sweat grose. Then the group Wolves, consisting of 14, 9-year-old boys, and 3, 9-year-old girls! AY! So annoying. Now I have Chipmunks, soooo cute. 17, 4 - 5 1/2 year-old boys and girls! They are adorable! I LOVE CHIPMUNKS!
    OMG! Last Thursday was 2 MONTHS with Kirk! I'm sooooo happy. I love him so much. He gave me a necklace that his mom gave him when he was a baby! I was at a loss of words, and for those of you who know me that is an impressive thing. It is sooo pretty too, gold! YAY!
    It'll probably be a while before I can update again, stupid laptop. TTYL.

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Saturday, June 11th, 2005
    11:31 pm
    OMG! I've graduated. It was fun/sad. I'm glad you could come Gabri, and spend the night at the last second. YAY! tired, going to sleep sorry.

    Current Mood: blank
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